I'm on Day 8 of my 30 Day Workout Challenge today.
Anyone wants to join me? (hehe)
Fasting is no good and NO ONE should fast cuz after fasting, when you eat, ALL your food will convert into fats eew and I'm sure no one wants that right? (hope not!)
My workout includes situps, skipping, hulahooping, pilates-related exercises.
Now if anyone wants to join me, come along and share with me your process!

My bestfriend just showed me this show about a recovering anorexic, hoping to change me but its only making me feel more guilty.
If that girl in that show is able to diet so well she gets so anorexic, SO CAN I.
I can get thinner. I can get less flabby. I can do so much better than I am now.
I'm a lousy fuck who cant stop eating. I know I'll be happier if I start eating properly but I cant. And I wont.
I will not sacrifice my weight for someting as overrated and undefined as happiness.
Besides, when I geth thin = I'll be even happier.

Life is eating 5 pieces of bread before bed because your ex did smth mean to you and you feel so crushed and sad you cant be bothered to look pretty and thin anymore.
Hope is receiving a message from your bff telling you how much she loves you and not to be sad.
Pain is knowing you've hurt her by crying non-stop in front of her, telling her how you feel like dying.
Faith is knowing someone better will come along, no matter when it will be.
Fear is realising that the right guy will not come soon and you'll have to face the source of your pain everyday.



I miss the ex alot, and I still think of him alot, and most of all, I still like him alot.